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1. |
A New Life
03:54
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This road of pain
It puts me down
I reach in
And pull it out
You parasite
Feed on my happiness
I wake up enveloped by ocean
I swim up but can't escape
And it was you who pushed me down
Who kept me under when I nearly drowned
A new life
Stepping back from the image of myself
And as the candle lights
Live for that chance to fight
This road of pain
It puts me down
I reach in
And pull it out
Where were you when I was fending for myself
Then take it all back
To the place you left me behind
I wake up enveloped by ocean
I swim up but can't escape
And you'll burn
Hear me out
I know you've heard it all before
You never wanted to escape the pain
You just wanted more
How dare I be content
With the life I'm given
When you spend your life cursing everything
Nothing is ever as it seems
Though it might be hard to grasp
All we break is the heart inside ourselves
And it was you who pushed me down
Who kept me under when I nearly drowned
You feel no guilt in your blackened soul
Fuck it all, you will never become whole
I wake up enveloped by ocean
I swim up but can't escape
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2. |
Machine
03:23
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Let it rot, rust and decay
We have fought with the essence of today
Drive your heart into all that's serene
Leave that shell in the natural machine
Rise now, into war
Once again, rise and die
Pluck these eyes, they're standing in my way
Sew this mouth, I've got nothing to say
We have fought with the essence of a wicked soul
It all hurts now
The wind blows the dust away
And we'll all forget this day
Hit the mark, we're going there
Into nothingness, into the black
Fix this fucking nightmare
Does it have no end
Endless is our bloodshed
Burn it all to the ground
Burn it down
Step down onto the soil
Breathe in, repent, turmoil
All I've done, all I've said
Without care of where it led
Let it rot, rust and decay
We have fought with the essence of today
Drive your heart into all that's serene
Leave that shell in the natural machine
Pluck these eyes, they're standing in my way
Sew this mouth, I've got nothing to say
Watching everything fade away
Emptiness takes place of all the fear and pain
What is the truth, what does this mean
Fate and the evident, colliding dreams
Fade away
Soul
It all hurts now
The wind blows the dust away
And we'll all forget this day
We will all fade away
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3. |
Black Spine
04:25
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You see fit to rearrange the intolerance
Driving us into a cage of madness
Our hive mind will never forget
Your black spine will never forgive
A new mind bleeds out as it calls to mother earth
Nothing is saved for the rest of us
Liars
Perverts
Take me to the new machine
You keep me alive
Sacred words all from your black spine
As the world falls underneath your feet
Did you think it would be so easy
To live a life without defeat
Inhuman
Kept alive by wires and hate
Do you recognise the pain of the earth, no
Do you recognise the meaning of a shining seam, no
The natural drive of systematic chaos of a blackened soul
And it's high time you've seen the light
All of us lined up to die
Synthetic eyes, they see synthetic dreams
Sacred words all from your black spine
As the world falls underneath your feet
Did you think it would be so easy
To live a life without defeat
You see fit to rearrange the intolerance
Driving us into a cage of madness
Our hive mind will never forgive
Your black spine will never forget
A new mind bleeds out as it calls to mother earth
Nothing is saved for the rest of us
Synthetic minds think synthetic thoughts
We're a synthetic breed
Turn to see the light
Its existential might
And see all these words
As nonsense (nonsense)
Liars
Perverts
Take me to the new machine
Mechanical
Inhuman
Kept alive by wires and hate
We've seen more than you've never seen
But we're useless (right)
Holding back from the eternal sin
Of being a fucking prick
Holding onto the past
Your black spine
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4. |
Serve at Will
04:36
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Eyes peeled back to witness the decay
Of everything that we have achieved this day
Held back your every last wish to the end
Would it come true, on death it would depend
Never believe
Never receive
It's just the silence inside
That overshadows everything
We are attached to the things
That drag us all behind
You'll serve at will you will
Break the conditioning
As spirals form in our eyes
Let this moment last forever
And I want you to know
I fought by your hand
And I want you to know
I still miss you
And I want you to know
I fought by your hand
Feel the emptiness as it ravages your heart
Beckoning your pain, tearing you apart
Drag us all behind
Feel it
Never believe
Never receive
It's just the silence inside
That overshadows everything
We are attached to the things
That drag us all behind
You'll serve at will you will
Break the conditioning
As spirals form in our eyes
Let this moment last forever
And I want you to know
I fought by your hand
And I want you to know
I still miss you
Take it all away
Silent curses
Faint dreams
Still images
Living serene
Eyes peeled back to witness the decay
Of everything that we have achieved this day
Held back your every last wish to the end
Would it come true, on death it would depend
Take it all away
Lost in
Memories
Bring them
Back
Lost in
Dreams
Take them
Away
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5. |
Downfall
05:43
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I've seen masses of bastards who lie to the rest
But I'm not any better when I lie about my past
Ignoring everything I've thought or said
I can't get these thoughts of death out of my head
Why are we holding on
Just let go
Why should I give up so easily
What the fuck do you know
Nothing
You know nothing of the passion in our hearts
Looking down on those at the bottom when you wouldn't even know where to start
Well here's a wakeup call to all those souls out there
Don't let it fall away, life just isn't fair
Carried by the downfall
These lies have come forth
Holding onto the past
That we have always
Well maybe we don't want to be the same
Your society's dysfunction's not our blame
Lesser demons try and reroute the soul
Then you will never, you will never become whole
I've seen masses of bastards who lie to the rest
But I'm not any better when I lie about my past
Ignoring everything I've thought or said
I can't get these thoughts of death out of my head
Why are we holding on
Just let go
Why should I give up so easily
What the fuck do you know
Nothing
You know nothing of the passion in our hearts
Looking down on those at the bottom when you wouldn't even know where to start
Carried by the downfall
These lies have come forth
Holding onto the past
That we have always
Well here's a wakeup call to all those souls out there
Don't let it fall away, life just isn't fair
All that remains
Is the centre of our hearts
I can't abstain
From the fight that'll tear us apart
Nothing
You know nothing
Carried by the downfall
These lies have come forth
Holding onto the past
That we have always
You know nothing of the passion in our hearts
Looking down on those at the bottom when you wouldn't even know where to start
I've seen masses of bastards who lie to the rest
But I'm not any better when I lie about my past
Ignoring everything I've thought or said
I can't get these thoughts of death out of my head
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6. |
As an Object
04:18
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As an object you're faint to be heard
Thrown to the dogs without a last word
We're used and we're abused and we're tossed to the side
Where the rest of you roam free, in the dark we reside
In the end you know that we won't let it rest
It doesn't matter if we never succeed because failing is what we do best
And if we never amount to anything, well neither did the rest
Tell me I'm feeble, that I'm too insecure
Well it's so easy when you're born being sure
Fed by the silver spoon of that which you implore
While you sit, do fuck all and scream "give me more"
We're used and we're abused and we're tossed to the side
Where the rest of you roam free, in the dark we reside
Shun anything and everything that goes against the cause
Just live in it, put up with it, punishment if you defy the odds
And if we never amount to anything, well neither did the rest
Hold your eyes in the light
Don't give up on what is right
Shackled to ourselves
Living in an unseen hell
God forgive us, these lies we tell
We've made a name for ourselves
Destroyers of the earth, nihilists
And if we never amount to anything, well neither did the rest
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7. |
Martyr (Motherfucker)
03:01
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Martyr (Motherfucker)
Take it all away from me to keep me coming home
God is not the enemy, just fate itself alone
I'm not blind
Just because I choose to live in the light
Stick behind
You're not meant to lead or follow
Why do you curse the ghost unknown for things that you have done
Live up to your own mistakes you petty fucking scum
Your life's not my damned fault, all I do is bless your name
While you scream and shout and say "fuck God"
Like your own words are in vain
Martyr (Motherfucker)
I beat myself over losing everything
When in the end I was never to blame
Watching over me until the day I die
Looking for the next person to pry from my hands
But I realise and I know you do
Loss is the price that we pay for our dues
Why do you curse the ghost unknown for things that you have done
Live up to your own mistakes you petty fucking scum
Your life's not my damned fault, all I do is bless your name
Why do you exist
Do you exist
I'm lying in dreck just to escape from the rest
Do you exist
Martyr (Motherfucker)
Take it all away from me to keep me coming home
God is not the enemy, just fate itself alone
Why do you exist
Do you exist
I'm lying in dreck just to escape from the rest
Why do you exist if I'm able to resist
Surely in your eyes I'm nothing but a pest
"Fuck my goodness"
Fuck your misery
I won't give up
I used to be the same
Leading my lies into every which way
Trying to convince myself to never seize the day
Why do you curse the ghost unknown for things that you have done
Live up to your own mistakes you petty fucking scum
Your life's not my damned fault, all I do is bless your name
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8. |
System of Command
04:36
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Finality is our reality
Cover the eyes so we can see
Aesthetics in life has no meaning
The feelings that seem so redeeming
A system of falsehoods
Commanding our every move
Burrowed deep inside
We find beauty in atrophy
We do nothing as we stand to the side
Tears fall in this catastrophe
Fear renders us paralysed
Maudire ce que tu ne sais pas
Ces mots sont interdits
Ni ici ni là
La suppression est la seule vérité
We find beauty in atrophy
We do nothing as we stand to the side
Tears fall in this catastrophe
Fear renders us paralysed
Ni ici ni là
System of command
We demand better failures
We demand brotherhood
Divide us all
Watch as we fight and fall
Divide us all
Watch us all fall down
Undeniably insane
We have nothing left to gain
Sick and rotten membranes
Pretending like we feel the pain
Then throw this burning rod through my eyes
Tell me none of this was ever real
Finality is our reality
Cover the eyes so we can see
Aesthetics in life has no meaning
The feelings that seem so redeeming
A system of falsehoods
Commanding our every move
Burrowed deep inside
We find beauty in atrophy
We do nothing as we stand to the side
Tears fall in this catastrophe
Fear renders us paralysed
Maudire ce que tu ne sais pas
Ces mots sont interdits
Ni ici ni là
La suppression est la seule vérité
Ni ici ni là
System of command
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9. |
Death Whispers
04:20
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Why don't you stay here with me
And whisper these words in the night
Take away these thoughts that never cease to be
Tell me everything will be alright
Hold your death whispers
Keep searching for a better word
Lights, they flash before me
As I transfer to another world
White lies, black tongue
Bloodcurdling, unsung
The reckoning's begun
What have we done
Let it all fall
Don't hold back
The stream of consciousness
Let it out
Hold your death whispers
Keep searching for a better word
Lights, they flash before me
As I transfer to another world
Why don't we sit here together
Think about how nothing's real
While we appreciate everything in life
Taking for granted everything we steal
All these years, all this time
I thought it would fall away
Tell me now
What is right
Should I leave
Beckon back
Holding on
Breaking back
Just to relive the pain again
Go ahead and die
It's what they want
Cast aside potential
It's what they want
We will all live on
In our hearts and minds
Never fall prey
To the trap of lies
Let it all fall
Don't hold back
The stream of consciousness
Let it out
Hold your death whispers
Keep searching for a better word
Lights, they flash before me
As I transfer to another world
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10. |
Nevermore
04:08
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Let me sit and think for a moment
I'll never let you down, never give up
If I made a wrong, I would surely own it
I'll say I mean behind gritted teeth
In all that time did you learn to lose me
Or was it me who just lost myself
Without you there's no reason to be
I pray my worries and fears can't be helped
And back then, it was two as one
Waking up just to greet the sun
I see, it was all in good fun
It never mattered, everything I've done
Then forget about all those times we had
Whatever happened to forever
I can't hate you, can't be mad
Those were the best times I ever had
As I count the days in my head
More time passes without you
More and more I wish I was dead
I'm not sorry if these words disturb you
Let me sit and think for a moment
I'll never let you down, never give up
If I made a wrong, I would surely own it
I'll say I mean behind gritted teeth
I've written these words time and time again
Every time it feels the fucking same
Now's the time I leave it all behind
Because I've got nothing more to gain from this
Then tell me sorry, say you'll make amends
I'll say it won't ever happen again
Locked up in my cage of sorrow
Never looking forward to waking up tomorrow
Nevermore
I think I'm so fucking smart for thinking nothing matters
All because I lost one bit of happiness at a time
As I count the days in my head
More time passes without you
More and more I wish I was dead
I'm not sorry if these words disturb you
Let me sit and think for a moment
I'll never let you down, never give up
If I made a wrong, I would surely own it
I'll say I mean behind gritted teeth
In all that time did you learn to lose me
Or was it me who just lost myself
Without you there's no reason to be
I pray my worries and fears can't be helped
And back then, it was two as one
Waking up just to greet the sun
I see, it was all in good fun
It never mattered, everything I've done
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11. |
The Sound of Revolution
04:45
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I hear her calling
Lady liberty
Maîtresse de malheur
Now we can be who you want us to be
Piles of flesh
Living among the rest
And as the gods digress
Death follows for every pest
We all implode in dreams
Burning bridges and tearing seams
We'll never live this down
I'll take you with me
Something needs to change in society
A stirring of thoughts and emotions
We are a melting pot of anger and hate
Then take that fucking anger, burn the estate
Annihilation
Dragged to the hell of oblivion
Clawing and screaming
No one can hear me
At our demise
We'll say we've done no wrong
Point the fingers at yourselves
One of these days we will meet our end
No matter how much we try
Optimism didn't get us here
No matter how much we cry
Nothing changes unless we change ourselves
Then cry, don't lie to yourself
It'll get better in the end
Held by the fires of what we call home
Disillusion I call my own
The stratosphere is breaking
We are leaking out
To poison other worlds
We are doomed
But we're not alone
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12. |
Time Never Ends
08:03
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Step away from the fucking knife
Put the fucking gun down
You're not proving anything
What are you trying to prove
I'm not here to berate you
I've stood there in those very same shoes
But just know someone loves you
I'll be cheesy cause we've got nothing to lose
You gain and you lose, I know I've said nothing matters
Screamed at the sky when nobody answered back
Well fuck that, you're not taking shit from life
When nobody cares, you've got reason to talk smack
And not to be distasteful
But if nothing matters, make the most out of life
Go outside, make somebody's heart full
It's not hard to do something right
Time never ends
So keep the cycle turning
When nobody cares, you've got reason to talk smack
And not to be distasteful
But if nothing matters, make the most out of life
Go outside, make somebody's heart full
It's not hard to do something right
Fuck trite words, you know who you are
Saying life's a joke like you set the fucking bar
You gain and you lose, I know I've said nothing matters
Screamed at the sky when nobody answered back
Well fuck that, you're not taking shit from life
No
Stop
Don't do it
No
Don't end it here
You'll never get those times back
All those memories gone to waste
Why'd you do it
The second coming of lies
Identity crisis defined
The human condition is foul
Given everything we'll still fall down
We're killing ourselves
And when it all goes black
We won't have the chance to realise
Life is fucking beautiful
The character of your actions isn't defined by your corpse
That potential, everything you have, never give it away to death
You are not alone
Somewhere lies your home
We're killing ourselves
And when it all goes black
We won't have the chance to realise
Life is beautiful
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